Friday, April 5, 2013
hmmmm
apparently I have forgotten how to use this blog...my previous two posts
are all smashed together like a run-on sentence/paragraph. arggghhhh.
Thursday, April 4, 2013
I’m not that person
As I reread books poems from
Years past
I kind of feel sorry for that person
She who always worried too much
About her children
Who allowed herself to get caught up
In demeaning relationships
Who seemed to thrive on crisis
attempted to control life
And wrote all about it
Spilled every angry bean
Every self deprecating bean
And writing was the therapy
But now
I’m not that person
Did I just mellow with age?
Or find such a well-balanced relationship?
Not really
Cause I do like the go go go
Of activity
Things like burningman and steampunk
Of art and lots of friends
And the relationship?
I’m a mistress to a fabulous guy
And I’m happy with that
Afraid if he actually moved in
I’d find something to pick at
But all this happiness
Results in no poetry
No longer needing the therapy
The poems slip away
national poetry month
the challenge is to write
a poem a day
but as evidenced from
my last post being in 2011
this is more challenging
for me
who hasn't written in
over two years
so i'll take a stab at it
though they may not be
any good
though i never was
any judge about my
own stuff
shocked at what editors
accepted
or rejected
the blog
takes it all.